Drunken joy, drunken bliss
Drunken with the sexy lips
Catering to all those needs,
Drunken lust to sweat the sheets..

Drunken dream, drunken eyes
Drunken by the pretty smiles
Locked in hell for the trials,
Drunken, oh my lover’s cries..

Drunken drama, drunken lies
Drunken till the precipice
Power struggles of the mind,
Drunken love doesn’t melt the ice..




Soul Searching

Life presents us with strange situations. situations which are covert, unobtrusive, and might not really mean anything. But they are there, staring at you, waiting to be explored, to be thought about. Every day you wake up, go about, minding your business, completing chores, finishing deadlines, meeting up people, having fun. Normal life, the way things flow. And then one day, you wake up in the morning, get out of the bed, try to commence the day like always, but something just doesn’t feel right. There’s a sinking feeling in your stomach, and you feel out of touch with reality. You sit yourself down, and think why you feel that way. There’s no plausible explanation, you didn’t have a break up, you didn’t fight with your mates, work is on track, family is good, in other words- life is good. Yet you have this empty feeling inside, that stings in a way which makes you feel that you aren’t doing it right. May be, just may be, what you have is not what you wanted. Granted there are people who might give anything to be in your place, yet it’s not what you wanted. And then after much probing into your thoughts, you discover, this feeling comes from a place in you which wants more than the worldly life you possess. What you desire is fulfillment, the feeling of being complete on your own. You put the thought away, and think, “Oh nonsense! I have a great life. What more can a person want? I need to get going.” And you brush aside those thoughts. You concentrate on your life, which might be termed exciting by others, but for you it’s just another day, doing the same things you did yesterday, may be in a different manner, but nothing new about it. And through the day in bits of odd hours, that thought nags you, making you jittery and preoccupied. As the days go by, You see yourself slowly detach from the life you cherished even a few days ago.

Isn’t such a situation overwhelming and daunting? What do we do when we are faced by such times, where we start questioning ourselves? Questioning every aspect of our lives? Questioning every decision we have ever made? Questioning our own identity? Well it’s quiet simple isn’t it? The answer i presume, lies in the question itself. We have to redefine our identities, not to the world, But to ourselves!

Ask yourself, what you truly want, and strive for it. Whatever it is! If you settle for anything else, you’ll be haunted by that sinking nagging and hollow feeling your entire life. It’s never too late to go in for self evaluation. Travel through time, go backwards, and rethink all those decisions you took. Think about the relationships you destroyed, the relationships you built, the people you pushed away and the people you embraced. Think about the way you hurt people, and the way you loved people. Think about the hundred things you wish you had done differently. For in time and memories do we find the answers to the questions of which we have no answers. Yes you can’t change those moments but you can heal, and figure out what you truly want and how you truly wish to behave. Because sometimes we do a lot of things to please the crowd, to blend in but what we really do in those moments is cheat ourselves and our values, which aren’t taught but are just ingrained in your very being.

Don’t lose yourself in an attempt to have the “ideal life” notion of the world. Whats ideal for others is not ideal for you, so you should never give in till you get to the end of the tunnel! Because when realisations dawn, people think it’s too late to act. But know this, it’s never too late to set things right. Never. ūüôā



Dreams We Ought To Fulfill

The Soul of the World is nourished by people’s happiness. And also by unhappiness, envy, and jealousy. To realize one’s destiny is a person’s only real obligation.

                    ~Paulo Coelho, The Alchemist   

What is more important in life ? Love or our dreams ? Now different people may have different opinions.

For some it will be love. They would want to look for that special someone. To settle down with the love of their life. Discover endless joy with that person without whom life may seem to be futile. And the never ending pursuit of these people will be to stay with their love if not by ill fate they face heartbreak.

The other kind would choose dreams. For them dreams hold  a precious value that transcends all other need. Chasing their dreams give them an adrenaline rush which they find addictive. And with the realisation of one dream, they form another. Because the journey to its achievement is the nectar of pleasure.

But truly love is also a desire we need to achieve. So both are one and the same. Sometimes in life we are torn between things. Thing that are difficult to comprehend. And so we leave the thoughts and go with the flow. But our life feels empty and we feel incomplete.

Every being born on this earth has come with a purpose. And to¬†realise it is the only reason to be living. Otherwise we would be just existing. Not¬†living. What ever we do with our lives affects the universe in various ways. ways we are too juvenile to understand. For only the person who has unfurled his/her wings and embarked on the journey of wisdom can truly understand the hidden mysteries. It isn’t rocket science. We just have to open our minds, Follow our dreams-for they are what will give us wings to eternal bliss.

Life is quiet simple. We think its complicated because we are afraid to take actions and act on our impulses. We are lost in the fear that it may lead us nowhere, that it will be futile. We are afraid of failure. So we do not go after our dreams. But seriously who are we to judge about consequences? If its bad then it will be bad. Why is it such a big deal ? And who has jumped from one sunrise to the other without going through with sunset ?

Cease the day my friend. Close your eyes and open your mind. Talk less and hear more. Unfurl your wings and go out to achieve your dreams. For you owe it to the universe to fulfill the purpose with which you were put in it.

‚ÄúTell your heart that the fear of suffering is worse than the suffering itself. And that no heart has ever suffered when it goes in search of its dreams, because every second of the search is a second‚Äôs encounter with God and with eternity.‚Ä̬†¬†The Alchemist¬†by Paulo Coelho